I'm Back Again..............

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

hey... i'm so sorry i didn't post 4 more than a month...
i've been kinda busy wiz work and stuff...
but tks 4 visiting anyway...
oh.. and rilly appreciated de tags:)..
be4 u read on,
i'll lyk to warn ppl who (hates it when others share their personal feelings)
to skip dis post...
it isn't exactly very emo..
but i dunno how much u can endure....lol

so.. its a new year and i'm in sec 3 now..
kinda miss being a sec 2...
in fact, i still can't believe i'm a sec 3..
lol...

anyway, dis week is barely over and i already think its terrible..
wiz a capital "T"....
let's see...
i flunk my A-math test yesterday..
and i dun think my chinese test is going to be any better..
and audition is in 2 days time!!!!!!

i've been rather dull and gloomy de past few days...
cuz of de syf audition dis fri...
i tried jokin' arnd frens and stuff...
but its not lyk de trouble is gone aft some laughter..
i'm really scared.... really really scared...
i'm really afraid i won't get in...
cuz its my last syf...
actually, if i get in...
it'll be my FIRST AND LAST syf...
which makes it even more pressurising...
lyk many other ppl, i sing better when singing wiz someone else...
so i'm not de solo kinda person...
and i'm really scared tat i'll screw up at de last min...
and stuff lyk tat...
omg... i wanna get into syf so badly....
i'll be so devastated if i don't...
yet i'm so afraid..
its de first time i'm not really lookin' 4ward to choir prac..
its also one of those few times when i dun have de
"lets get it over and done wiz" kinda attitude...
this is jus so important to me as it is to many others..
*sighs*

To dis special person:
i noe you and i both are experiencing a terrible week..
and its not tat i dun wanna say anything..,
but its jus not me to explain and share my troubles in great detail..
and i wouldn't know how to explain anyway...
so sorry...

kaes... gtgn..
hope u guys'll enjoy de rest of de week....
though i dun think i'm gonna enjoy much...
bye...