in dilemma..

OBS? CHOIR PRAC? OBS? CHOIR PRAC? OBS? CHOIR PRAC?

man... this is tough..
i'm down for OBS and not sure if i wanna go...
i mean lyk..
i've always tot OBS was cool & i noe its gd experience..
c'mon.. kayaking, flying fox, forest trail, pitching tents..etc..
scary... but probably once in a life time...

de thing is, choir concert is on 30th June..
and OBS happens to fall on de last week of choir be4 de concert..
wat a "great timing"...
yes.. i'm being really sarcastic..

i mean lyk...
as choir members, we noe wat last week of prac is lyk..
mad rush hour, getting really emo, crying lyk water is free,
depressed over frustrating "not up to standard" prac... etc..
overall, its called de tough times...
its also a once in a life time kinda thing rite?...
its aft all these stuff...
tat you'll feel an extreme sense of achievement aft a successful concert rite?
cuz you've gone through de worst times 4 this...
i'm jus really afraid i'm not gonna feel de same "YAY!"
as others aft de concert cuz i missed out on one of de most impt part of prac...

on the other hand, OBS looks gd on portfolios or testimonials..
or wateva u call those stuff...
& its def. great exposure...
but theres still choir..
not sure if i'll regret missing de last week of most crucial pracs...

i've cosulted mr toh & mr tan...
they both said tat if i wanna go, its alright...
by all means, go... they'll not hold me back..
de prob is, i dun even noe if i wanna go...
i've been weighing de pros and cons for WEEKS

HOW?... WAT SHLD I DO?
my medical checkup is 2morow....
AHHHHHHHHHH...................
shld i fail it on purpose?... or not?...

HEEEELLLP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!