SIGHT, SOUND, SENSES AND SOUL..its not what we wanted

so.. concert is over.. jus lyk tat..
abt an hour on stage and its over..
i'm not sure wat to say abt de concert...
de feeling is complicated...
de feeling of triumph somehow didn't flood me lyk i expected it too...

i didn't leave de stage thinking:"omg!! tat was it! we did it!it was amazing!"
instead i felt:"its over?...erm..ok..erm..wth"

it wasn't disastrous neither was it a terrible failure...
but we jus didn't show wat we cld do..
we were obviously not showing our true or full ability...
we cld have done better.. and we noe it..
our performance didn't reach mr toh's expectation...
neither did it reach de standard of our inner compass...

mr toh was upset.. he was gonna cry..
though he said he was proud of us cuz dis is de fruit of our labour...
but de fruit wasn't sweet..
which made us feel worse...
our first performance in esplanade and it wasn't perfect...
i'm really... i dunno...
he's right.. it is time for reflection and some soul-searching...

regardless, i wld also lyk to thank some ppl for their support..

thank you, mr toh for everything u've done for us... u've done so much..
sacrificed so much for us, love us... i really dunno wat to say..
really... thank you...u're really de perfect conductor...

thank you, mr tan for always motivating us, encouraging us and giving us inspirational talk...
and let de choir understand alot of things... we all agree tat u're a great teacher-in-charge..
and i dun tink theres anyone better...

thank you, comm for working together and supporting each other throughout de process...

thank you, seniors for coming back to sing wiz us..
esp. jenna and pamela...
though u guys have long graduated but u guys still take time off to come back for this concert..

anyways,for the audience....
i wld really lyk to thank all of u who came and support us...
thank u all so much...
i noe i spam quite alot of ppl abt concert..sry abt tat..
but i'm glad u guys came...
thank you thank you thank you so much for coming..
really appreciate it:)
many of u commented tat u love de last song...
UBI CARITAS...
yep.. tats de name..
it means when there is charity..
but de whole song is abt love cuz de phrase is...
ubi caritas et amor...
which means when there is charity and love..
i'm glad u guys love it.. i like it too...

for those of u who cried upon hearing dis song last nite, thank you...
cuz its suppose to tug at ur heart strings...
its our choir anthem or sth lyk tat...
once again, thank you all for ur support:)