time flies..how i wish it'll slow down for awhile...

Oh my.. one week is gone just like that..
and it's the beginning of another..
time is really running out..
I used to wish time will past faster and before I know it, it'll be the weekends..
but i guess things are different now.
I really do wish for the weekends but every Sunday is a reminder of another week being gone and the 'O's are drawing near..
man.. pretty stressed out now though I don't think I'm showing it..

ppl think I'm doing well.. they expect alot from me..
thinking that I have no probs doing well...
but in fact, I'm merely struggling at the surface of the water..
I'm really scared...

2AM!!!! WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!!!!

Yep yep.. the day has come!!!
2AM arrived in Singapore a few hours ago:)
oh my, just the thought of that excites me:)
ok.. so I don't have the tickets..
but I'm still very happy that they're here!!!

2AM 오빠!!!!

I hope you guys like it here:)

you guys have to tour around this warm island of ours and try our famous local delicacies kaes?

Hope you guys will enjoy this short trip and come back again!!! ... perhaps for a concert?

haha... fans like me will be showing lotsa love<3!!! lol.

오빠, 사랑합니다!!!

2AM, 파이팅!!!!

Happy Birthday Heechul!!!!

희철오빠, 생일 축가해요!!!
슈퍼주니어 영원히 신들레라 <3
오빠, you seem tired recently... sleep well yea?
우유빛깔 김희철~  사랑해요 김희철!!!!

사랑해요~

Letting Go...

People say that "saying goodbye is really hard and painful".
Well, I guess it is. 
After saying goodbye, I still had the urge to go back again...
Back to the status quo...
Back to where things were where they were...
but things change and I guess I'm just one who reacts very badly to changes.
Once in a while I've got this tinge of sadness when I think about those memories...
It's really hard to let go..

However, now that I finally have..
Finally learned to move on and do what I'm suppose to do...
I feel like I no longer wanna return...
or maybe I do... but just not as badly as I wanted before.

Perhaps I no longer feel like I belong there.

Perhaps I do but I just don't feel welcomed.

Or maybe I'm afraid of another goodbye...

afraid that once I go back I'd be reluctant to leave again.

Perhaps its these thoughts that now I feel kinda "drifted"

I feel like "I've let go and this is it...don't think about it anymore"...

I'm afraid.. 

that what I used to love will drift away from me...

that what I used to think was so important to me was just an illusion

or perhaps they're just not as great as I thought they were.

Perhaps I mistook a piece of floating ice for an iceberg...

thinking that there was something  more to it than meets the eye.

I'm sorry I don't mean to doubt.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEETEUK!!!

Teukkie 오빠...

생일축가힙니다!!!

영원히 슈퍼주니어 리다!!

새상의 best leader!!!

오빠, 파이팅!!!

사랑합니다<3