Last day of 2009

Hey peeps..
yes. the year is over in a flash.
well, time really flies.. to think that i was still dreading my sec 3 life last year..
now i'm really dreading sec 4..haha.
2009 has been quite stressful year.. with all the workload.
but there were also really cool and fun memories..
like how i fall in love with SUPER JUNIOR & KPOP..
hahaXD
well, lets complete whatever unfinish task there is left.
fulfill any unfulfilled wishes we have and embrace the new year with a warm heart.
and soon, 2009 will be a part of our memories:)

안녕 2009년....


환영 2010 년 !!!!

After Christmas...bored.

The Season of Joy and Giving is over..
i feel so empty again...
there is nth to look forward to..
i'm definitely dreading sec 4.. can't even bare to think abt it..

btw, i finished watching 떼루아...
i want 우주 and 조이 to be together..haha
the disc cover cheated me!!!
they put 우주 and 조이 together
and 때민 and  지순 together on the disc cover..
then i was watching the show happily waiting for 우주 and 조이 to be together..
but in the end, its 우주 and 때민...
WHY???!!!!!! ahhh...
lol.. i sound like a lunatic here...haha.


i hope everything goes well for Hankyung and Super Junior...
FIGHTING!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

To Every Single One Living In This World:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

hohoho....

Christmas Eve tomorrow:)

Hey there!!!
just finished uploading photos on facebook. phew.
tagging ppl can be pretty tough when you have lotsa photos...
and many ppl squeezed in one.haha.

so.. its CHRISTMAS EVE tomorrow!!! got family christmas dinner and i'm gonna get presents:)
haha.. kinda looking forward to it:)
well, this year instead of the usual excitement for christmas to arrive, i feel different from previous years..
i can feel the "season of giving" more than anything else. dunno why.. but its quite a nice feeling:)
maybe becuz i've been buying presents for ppl.. haha.

well.. recently took alot of pictures. thats cuz i've got quite a few outings..lol.
hmm.. still in love with Super Junior, still watching 때루아 (its pretty cool)..

just in case i don't have enough time to post again,
i wish every single one in the world
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!



my blood is Sapphire Blue....

Sudden Enlightenment..

well, i dunno how to go abt explaining this..
its gonna be an old grandmother story so yep..


i was just chatting wiz my aunt yesterday..
and i told her some of my thoughts like how the world gets uglier everyday
and how i realise that it is more difficult to be happy as i grow older.
and then she said sth which i think really made sense.


she said, "its true the world gets uglier and we cannot change that. but we get to choose to add on to the uglinesss or try to beautify it."


and i thought, "wow"... why didn't i think of that? she was trying to tell me that i shld appreciate everything around me. every little thing cuz its being appreciative of the tiniest thing that makes you a happier person.


and thats what i've been trying to change for the past few months. i saw how ppl can be so appreciative and thankful for everything and it really made their lives more meaningful. i wanna be like that as well.


others tell me that i'm just being naive, trying to be positive. but to me, i'm just seeing things differently. i'm obviously aware of all the unhappiness around but by being thankful and putting a smile on my face, its an effort in "beautifying" my world.
isn't it?
well, i'm gonna try being a thankful and appreciative person. its gonna take time but i'm gonna try my best:) and i really like that phrase my aunt told me. thank you:)
  

Super Junior @ 24th GDA- sorry sorry answer

haha.. I'm updating:)

WHO SAYS THAT SUJU CAN'T SING?
WATCH THIS!!!! ITS LIVE!!!

Sorry Sorry Answer @ Golden Disk Award

i just wanna prove that SuJu CAN sing
cuz ppl tell me that they can't cuz they're just a boy group..
and since when boy groups can't sing? lol.
they won 3 awards at the 24th GDA including DAESANG award:)
haha.. i'm so happy for them:)

SUJU FIGHTING!!!!

Super Junior!!!!!

Didn't i say i'll update soon? lol.
anyway, just felt like posting some SuJu pictures..haha

cool right? haha.. dun have a favourite member though.. i just LOVE THEM ALL!!!!! haha.

LONG TIME NO SEE!!!! haha

OMG... haha my blog is reviving aft like what? more than 2 mths?
lol... guess i got too caught up wiz watching youtube videos..
mostly Super Junior videos i suppose..
yes.. i'm now SUPER IN LOVE with SUPER JUNIOR..
i can't believe it myself.. i've never been interested in Kpop really..
until i came across SuJu a few weeks ago..lol
well, i still like Jonas.. i just have another idol thats all..
and i thinki i'm really crazy..lol
anyway, i'm updating cuz some juniors reminded me that i actually have a blog..
haha. a dead one. so penguin and gang, i've updated my blog:) lol


ok.. thats all for now. i hope that more SuJu videos will have eng subs..
cuz i can't understand korean..lol. i mean, "duh"
btw, i'm currently watching Beethoven Virus.. and it rocks!!!
haha..


anyways, will update soon. loves<3

EOY is over!!!!

HEY!!!!...
yes i'm finally back aft like wat? more than 2 months?..
well.. couldn't really help it.. i mean there was eoy rite?..
and its finally over.. i'm now taking back my papers and results...
well, lets just say that i think i did worst than mid-year..
yep.. and time really flies..
another few more weeks and i'm gonna be in sec 4!!!!
omg.. to think my sec 3 life is just over like that...
i can't believe it.. this is crazy..
and i'm taking 'o'levels next year.. woah..


it seems like the year just woosh past like that..
i think i've been too busy focusing on so many things
that i forgot how time is really flying..
well, i guess i'll just have to live with it...lol
lucky for the lower sec though.. got extra 2 weeks of hols..
while the sec 3s have to stay back for extra lessons..


rite.. i'm gonna watch funny videos and have a good laugh now...
slack while i can..
btw,


TO ALL SEC FOURS:
GOOD LUCK FOR 'O' LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEPTEMBER 11

Its SEPTEMBER 11 today...
a date the world will never forget..
my condolences to those who departed
for a better place up there 8 years ago...


anyways, i've been saving up..
cuz apparently, i have to pay for the trip by myself if i wanna go..
and i'll be using the money i've saved for years
which are meant for my studies in future...
heartbreaking...haiz..


yes, and i jus borrowed money frm my parents to get de concert tix..
check this out:

YES!!!! FINALLY!!!
VIENNA BOYS' CHOIR
i'm watching wiz yan you...
though the concert is november...
but well, at least i've got the ticket..
that makes me happy..lol

kaes..gtgn..

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!!!!! (belated)

HAPPY BELATED TEACHERS DAY!!!!!
to all teachers in the world!!!!



haha... sry.. i noe i'm lagging a little..
lols.. anyway, life sux recently..
my laptop crashed, mobile hang, and all memories stored
in de laptop are all gone.. including those frm primary sch and my MUSIC..
haiz...



anyways, i finally watch de dvd i bought in hongkong like, 2 yrs ago?
yea.. its called CONCERT FOR DIANA..
i tink its really cool... really..
de concert comprises of music and arts of diff genre...
and it was supposed to be a birthday present frm prince william and harry..
to their mother..
seriously.. Princess Diana is now my role model..



A love of music, a zest for life and a desire to reach out to others..
thats wat Princess Diana was like..



cool huh?... i know..XD

YES!!! my account is saved..

hey ppl..
yes..finally my account is saved!!!!
i can use coloured fonts again!! yay!!...lol
i'm surprised an IT idiot like me managed to fix everything..
haha..


btw, 2morow there'll be teachers' day celebration..
and my class theme is BLACKBLING..
haha.. so we'll wear black wiz lotsa blings..lol


anyways, its gonna be a super busy day 2morow...
aft celebration in sch, i'll be visiting my primary sch..
which is all de way in de west, dan i'll be catching up wiz some primary sch frens..
then i'll have to rush back to de northeast to visit Dexus wiz some other dexus mates...
btw, dexus is de student care centre i used to attend way back when i was in primary sch..
haha....


rite.. i finally change my blog song..
its still JONAS..haha. pls listen to de whole song.. cuz its really nice..
i love it..:)


and ppl, watch dis video.. u'll be surprised.. that girl is really good.
i mean, really really good. MUST WATCH!!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz0GOlLoeBQ

HAPPY B'DAE MR TAN!!!!!

HAPPY B'DAE MR TAN!!!!

rite.. my com got prob again and its in weird font..
and i can't change it..
i mean like, wat do u expect frm an IT idiot like me?..
lols..

anyways, realise i haven't been posting..
cuz i've got no time..
and there is really nth much..
jus life as usual, boring like always..

rite.. gtgn..
nites ppl:)

HAPPY B'DAE S'PORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY B'DAE SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woohoo!!! happy national day to all s'poreans:)
yep.. rmb to dress in red and white 2day..lolXD
anyways, i'm definitely catching de NDP show on tv..
haha.. so lets join our hands and celebrate dis joyous occasion:)
hand in hand we shall let our love 4 de country soar...
lol... rmb THE TIME..
8:22 pm..we will all recite de pledge 2gether..
as one people, one nation, one s'pore:)

then we can all watch s'pore idol on channel 5..
haha..
ok..bye for nowXD

First of August..

so.. time really flies huh?..
nth much happened really..
i jus tot i might post sth on de first of a new month..
sry.. think de font and size is kinda weird..
cuz i'm using another com..
and apparently, theres no tool box..somehow..

rite.. been pretty caught up wiz de National day songs wiz choir..
and (of course) de merciless no.of tests..
emo-ing.. u get it rite?..yea..life as usual..
been feeling rally low recently..
as can be seen in previous posts..
i looked thru my old post and tot i saw another person's post..
its jus so not wat i am now..
it was alot more cheerful and lively..

anyway, i tot i'd watch some movies to cheer myself up abit..
but ended up watching 9 episodes of JONAS on youtube..
i must admit..i feel lots better watching de show..
it kinda reminded me of wat i was like be4...
wat kinda feelings i usually had..
and i honestly feel alot better..serious..

JONAS RAWKS
.. and thank you:)lol

whats wrong?! somebody tell me...

seriously...wats wrong?
i'm sry u guys have to read another emo post...
but then again, who will actually visit my blog and read de posts?
lol...
i noe i haven't been myself lately..
i jus get so frustrated and all..
its like there are so many probs lately and i can't get them off me...
really feel like screaming my lungs out...

other than those times when i'm hanging out wiz my frens,
i can't rmb de last time i was laughing or smiling away...
i laugh...sometimes..but they dun come frm within..
more like i'm using laughter to make myself happy, to mask any unhappiness...
but apparently it doesn't work..
right.. maybe it does work for a second or 2...
but it doesn't last longer than that..
i may even give ppl de wrong idea tat i'm pissed wiz them or sth..
but theres jus nth to be happy abt wateva that happens everyday..

i feel like i'm losing de fun and bubbly part of me...
in fact, i think i'm losing everything...
everything that i care abt and means sth to me...everything that i love..
things are getting serious...
and i dun like it...
life seriously sux...
and de last thing i need is somebody trying to A.P. me..
a smile can work wonders u noe...

CRUSH...

dunno why.. but this song has been ringing in my head..
ahhh...
i can even unconciously start singing this song..
rite.. i noe its dumb..but its true..
zzzz....

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away....

updates+oral..

hey.. so chinese oral was definitely screwed..
i think i did even worse compared to mid-year..
i can literally see my distinction flying away...
and its o'levels...
i'm so doomed.. seriously..
gg..

anyways, updates on the presentation at nanyang..
well, i tot it was pretty fun though we were also kinda screwed..
de sch is huge, and de ppl are nice..
yea.. pretty cool environment...
we had combined presentation which was de fun part...
our topic was sth related to peranakan culture...
yep.. so we teamed up wiz a Jing Yuan Sch frm shanghai and Maris Stella High..
our sch has de most no. of ppl and we were all girls so de guys were outnumbered..
lols..
anyways, we decided to convey our message thru songs..
there were 3 songs we chose and changed de lyrics to our content..
yea.. if i'm not wrong, we chose 翅膀，菊花台& 手牵手。
yep.. so i made quite a few new frens.. had some great laughs..
yep..it was pretty cool..

yea.. gtg study bio..
haiz.. sad life...

ORAL

rite.. presentation thingy at nanyang was pretty cool..
actually it was very screwed but i guess it was kinda fun..
felt lyk a potato... heh
its late.. think i'll share de details another time..
i made new frens!!!! lol

O'LEVEL CHINESE ORAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gg...

first post in july...

hey.. so its de third week of july..
many things have happened...
and its been pretty taxing trying to catch up wiz de syllabus and everything...
wiz some projects and tests along de way..
some of which can really drive me to suicide...
yep...
this week..lets see..
i've got ppt presentation 2morow at nanyang girls,
bio test 2morow which i'll probably take on wed or thur..
O'LEVEL chinese oral on wed...
and amath test on fri...
gg rite?... i noe..

best is i'm so unfamiliar wiz de test topics..
its like asking me to understand tamil...
wth... lol

haiz.. life rilly sux..
feel lyk i'm losing everything tat i want...
everything that i cherish...
and de stress and workload jus keeps piling up..
leaving me no time of my own..
emo-ing....

SIGHT, SOUND, SENSES AND SOUL..its not what we wanted

so.. concert is over.. jus lyk tat..
abt an hour on stage and its over..
i'm not sure wat to say abt de concert...
de feeling is complicated...
de feeling of triumph somehow didn't flood me lyk i expected it too...

i didn't leave de stage thinking:"omg!! tat was it! we did it!it was amazing!"
instead i felt:"its over?...erm..ok..erm..wth"

it wasn't disastrous neither was it a terrible failure...
but we jus didn't show wat we cld do..
we were obviously not showing our true or full ability...
we cld have done better.. and we noe it..
our performance didn't reach mr toh's expectation...
neither did it reach de standard of our inner compass...

mr toh was upset.. he was gonna cry..
though he said he was proud of us cuz dis is de fruit of our labour...
but de fruit wasn't sweet..
which made us feel worse...
our first performance in esplanade and it wasn't perfect...
i'm really... i dunno...
he's right.. it is time for reflection and some soul-searching...

regardless, i wld also lyk to thank some ppl for their support..

thank you, mr toh for everything u've done for us... u've done so much..
sacrificed so much for us, love us... i really dunno wat to say..
really... thank you...u're really de perfect conductor...

thank you, mr tan for always motivating us, encouraging us and giving us inspirational talk...
and let de choir understand alot of things... we all agree tat u're a great teacher-in-charge..
and i dun tink theres anyone better...

thank you, comm for working together and supporting each other throughout de process...

thank you, seniors for coming back to sing wiz us..
esp. jenna and pamela...
though u guys have long graduated but u guys still take time off to come back for this concert..

anyways,for the audience....
i wld really lyk to thank all of u who came and support us...
thank u all so much...
i noe i spam quite alot of ppl abt concert..sry abt tat..
but i'm glad u guys came...
thank you thank you thank you so much for coming..
really appreciate it:)
many of u commented tat u love de last song...
UBI CARITAS...
yep.. tats de name..
it means when there is charity..
but de whole song is abt love cuz de phrase is...
ubi caritas et amor...
which means when there is charity and love..
i'm glad u guys love it.. i like it too...

for those of u who cried upon hearing dis song last nite, thank you...
cuz its suppose to tug at ur heart strings...
its our choir anthem or sth lyk tat...
once again, thank you all for ur support:)

CHOIR CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIGHT, SOUND, SENSES AND SOUL

yep... tats rite.. choir concert is TOMORROW...
can u believe it?.. its lyk.. a shock wave jus hit me or sth..
i mean, i've been preparing myself for this day...
but still, it seems too fast...
time rilly flies...

de thing is, we only got a month to prepare for this concert..
which is way way way too little time...
but there is no other choice...
but i'm rilly proud of choir for being able to reach a certain standard within this time limit...
haha...
though i'm kinda scared cuz i dun feel super duper secure lyk be4...
neither do i feel de emotions of de songs each time we prac...
its lyk.. we can get pass de song but i dun feel de goosebumps..
get wat i mean?
but anyways, we shall do our very best 2morow...
we shall not let de audience down, neither shld we let mr toh or mr tan and
our frens who'll be supporting us down...
most importantly, we can't let ourselves down...
and we WON'T!!!!!

the choir has been working hard for this...
really hard..
and 2morow is de day tat we show everyone wat we've got...
so lets jia you!!!!!

GO AHSCHOIR!!!!!!!!!!!

OBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M FINALLY HOME...

heyhey... warning- this is gonna be a VERY LONG post

haha... tock seng, pls go to de end of de post, there are some THANK YOUs for u guys:)

yep.. i'm finally back frm OBS...

heh... was there without my phone for 5 days..lol

anyways, it was kinda cool...

i only tot so aft de activities actually...

during de tough process, i never rilly found it fun...

lol.. i'm gonna share my experience day by day so if u're interested, read on..

if not, nvm..haha



DAY 1- 22 june



meet up in sch wiz everyone in de morning..

wiz my heavy bag, dreading everything abt camp..

yea.. was put into grp 1..

which we later realised its called TOCK SENG...

there were 4 watches frm our sch..

tock seng, washington, sui sen and barker...

team members: me, eunice, charlene, annabella, queenie, audrey, qingying, liying, yuping, zhidan, christopher, dave, aaron, jasper, khai rui and elton...

16 of us in total..haha..

got Boo as our instructor...

we had a long long long long long introduction, got to know one another...

dan we went on wiz food rationing, lunch, packing etc...

yep.. we were given a 5 day supply of food for all of us and were supposed to rationed them out..



dan we had our very first activity: TRUST FALL

we were supposed to stand on a platform abt 1m above ground level and back face our frens...

our frens will be holding onto a mat and when we are ready we'll jus fall backwards and let our frens catch us... cool huh?..

we ALL had to do it one by one.. yea..

i reckon its called trust fall cuz we had to trust our frens to catch us when we fall..

it was kinda scary at first but when u fall, u'll find tat its quite ok..haha

and theres a certain "command" to it.. it goes sth lyk tat..



person falling:" tock seng are u ready"

frens:"tock seng pull, tock seng ready"

person falling:" (name) falling"

frens:" fall on"

and dan de person will fall..lol



yea...dan we had belay prac...

which was kinda cool...

dan came pitching tents, bathe and our first self-cook dinner..

we had rice... which were suppose to be a blessing...lol

and our first nite in a tent...

which led to a JOKE...



i woke up in de middle of de nite hearing pretty loud voices frm de guys tent..

dan i suddenly heard some guy saying.." hey.. 5.30 alr leh.. wake up.."

and i was thinking: what?! we were supposed to wake up at 5am... damn!

so i went:" hey guys guys.. wats de time now?"

reply:" 5.30" .... so i immediately woke everyone in my tent...

dan we later realised it was only 2.30am!!

we were lyk: WTH?! only 2.30?!

i reckon somebody read de time upside down..lol



DAY 2- 23 june



major events of de day: inverse tower, capsize prac and mini expedition



inverse tower was rilly funny.. haha...

everyone took turns to climb de tower and belay each other...

yar... so somehow i belayed jasper up de tower and it was VERY difficult cuz he climb VERY fast.... i was rilly struggling to pull de strings and everything...

but de funny part came when he was falling down de tower...

somehow, my assistant let go of de string and i didn't lock properly so de rope jus keep running through my hands.. and de friction was so painful i jus totally let go...

and de next thing i knew, jasper was on de ground.. in other words, i made him fall from de rope...

yea.. and i feel rilly rilly bad abt it... i mean it..

and i'm rilly rilly sorry... so pls stop harping on it..lol..

i dunno how to put it.. its lyk funny and at de same time i feel kinda guilty...

so yar..

but i guess i got my retribution as well..

i fell frm a certain height frm de rope also..

somehow... so i've got 2 bumps on my shin and a HUGE patch of bruise on my left thigh..

yar..



dan we had capsize prac... we were taught how to capsize and how to get back on de kayak...

yea.. somehow de basketballers capsized THRICE cuz when de first 2 finally got up de kayak.. de last person will capsize it...haha.. so they end up capsizing until they let de 3rd person go up first....haha... it was kinda funny seeing them capsize over and over again...haha

i partnered eunice and we pass de capsize thingy but definitely failed de kayaking part..lol..

it was SO embarassing... it was during our mini expedition to our camp site...

both of us jus couldn't padle together and we end up going in dif direction frm de rest all de time... de instructors helped us thrice but yet we cannot make it..

so in de end, we had to swop partners...

it was so embarassing!!!.. i end up partnering jasper and elton and eunice wiz khai rui...

it was crazy!!!! de 2 guys in my kayak kept speeding up until de whole kayak was shaking..

so i kept screaming.. can u imagine? i bet everyone was staring at me...but it was rilly scary...

i mean.. de way they padle.. so yea...

we took abt 2 hrs to reach our campsite.. and both eunice and i felt pretty bad 4 splitting de guys..yar...



and dan de joke of de day.. PRICKLY HEAT..

de guys decided to put prickly heat at their "uh um"...

yar... and it was so painful they all shouted and squirm in pain...lol..

tat scene was pretty funny...

one of them first said he felt nth and aft 3 sec, he shouted and squirmed even louder than de rest...lol

and de day soon ended...



DAY 3- 24 june



major and only event: SEA EXPEDITION- KAYAKING



it was actually quite fun.. both washington and tockseng combined and went 4 expedition together... so there were 4 leaders: dave(navigator), guan jie, annabella and another guy..

sry.. forgot his name...

so a map was thrown at us... technically, 2 maps and compass...

so me, dave and charlene shared de same kayak on tat day...

we had to make our way through de mangrove swamps, stopping at 4 portages..

and each time, we have to get off de kayak, pull de kayak up some slope and continue kayaking ..

it was very very exhausting....

out of de 4 portages, 2 were lyk mud pool or sth...

almost everyone sunk into de mud pool..lol

of course, there were funny and interesting moments...

lyk how eunice and elton kept crashing into mangrove trees...

and each time we hear: " oh GG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

first thing tat came to mind was : eunice and elton crash....again lol

and chris capsized, eunice drifted frm shore aft elton alighted and stuff...

yea..it was pretty cool...

so when we finally were out of de mangrove swamp into de open sea...

we cld see WHITESANDS!!!!!! and we were lyk: so near yet so far...

LOL... so we kayaked for abt 2okm i tink.. and finished in 7 hrs..yea

we soon reach campsite and had a PEE PARADE...

everyone jus pee in de sea together...haha

and de water arnd tat area became warm... u noe why.. haha

on tat somehow, everyone had de urge to shit...

so there were some funny things abt de shitting part...

yea...shall not mention them... ppl in tock seng shld noe...

haha....

and dan came incidents which drown half our mood...

first, we waited rilly long for our bags and realised they dropped into de sea...

so de obs ppl took out some of our stuff and dry-cleaned them for us...

prob is, they put them in garbage bags and somehow many of us lost some of our things...

lyk some of us lost some clothes...

i tink some guys totally dun have a single clean clothes....

yea... and our sleeping bags, poncho, tents and other stuff were wet...

so we didn't have anything to lay in our tents...

and dan one of our tents went missing...

yep.. totally MIA...

so in de end 6 guys had to squeeze into one tent...

and we borrowed poncho frm other grps..

but some of de guys ended up sleeping outside.. which was rilly quite sad...

yea.. and i rilly have to thank li ying & others 4 helping me at nite...

when i was shivering lyk mad and felt lyk de world was moving...

yea...


DAY 4- 25 june- treking to explore pulau ubin..

yea.. we were given a map to visit some places of interest and ultimately return to base camp...

it was tough lyk hell....

we trekked for over 10km for sure and our bags were so super heavy...lyk over 10kg or sth...

and there were still tents, food, cutlery, jerry cans and water to carry...

i admit i didn't do anything much cuz i had blisters and abrasion so i cldn't walk properly...

yea.. and i noe there were ppl who rilly slogged so yea.. sry..

so ot of de 7 places, we visited 4...

de bird's eye view, goddess of mercy, pulau ubin village and de german girl's shrine...

de bird's eye view was pretty cool... but de climbing was quite tough...

it was abt 65m tall and we cld see tampines and changi...lol

and dan we shouted at de top of de hill and cld hear echo...

it was so cool...

we went lyk:" GG!!!!!!!!!!" and dan we cld hear: gg...gg...gg..gg

and dan we went:" go home and bathe!!!!!" and we heard: go home and bathe....bathe...bathe

yea... cool huh? de view on top was rilly cool... heh..

yea de whole thing was rilly tough... we end up splitting tents to share de load...

plus most of us had injuries and we had to climb up and down hill on rocky roads and stuff...

we wldn't have made it if not 4 de motivation and encouragement we gave each other...

rilly common commands were:" keep left" " keep right" keep together" slow down" "catch up"
and "water break" lol...

of course, there were cold jokes and gossip to keep our minds off things...yea..

and we finall celebrated our victory when we reach base camp...

so we suffered lots of injuries but at least we were at base camp where there were proper
toilets....

so we pitched our tents for de last time and bathed lyk siao!!!!!! lols...

and we had celebration dinner which we decided to cook fried rice... yea.. quite nice..

haha.... some of us visited de medical centre cuz of abrasion and azheima and stuff...

we later went back to our tents and realised tat all our tents were wet and de guys tents were de

worst... there were lyk sand flies... IN de tent...

so we wanted to stay outside but got scolded instead and were told to go back to our tents...

ppl in my tent end up sharing a wet sleeping bag..... and we spam powder lyk mad...

and we finally finally slept...


DAY 5- 26 june - last day

woke up wiz a headache as usual...

last day of camp and everyone was naturally exceptionally excited...

haha.. it was packing aft packing, washing aft washing, drying aft drying...

and my legs were still damn itchy and abrasion was killing me...yea..

u get de idea...

and we formed a human chain so we can pass things faster..

which is also good so i dun have to walk too much... lol

and yes, i noe i cannot walk properly, i look retarded....

and thks to jasper and kang yu and gang, u noe wat.. yea...

VERY FUNNY hor....

yea.. our last activity was another version of trust fall...

this time, we fall forward and try to hit de bell..

yea.. it was quite ok.. though i didn't hit de bell but its ok... haha

so we had sharing session, got our phones and valuables back, our cert and grp photo...

i bought 2 outwad bound shirts... honestly, i feel quite proud wearing it...haha..

we gathered wiz other grps for and inspiring session wiz another instructor be4 we finally leave..

actually i felt kinda sad cuz when we go back to sch, it'll all be diff...

i'll miss those bonding times we had wiz one another, motivating, helping each other out...


here are some of TOCK SENG commonly used LINGO...haha

- GG!!!
- QQ!!!
- Hello, wo shi chris... qing liu yan...

haha....


INJURIES

- 2 bumps & bruises on my shin
- 1 HUGE bruise on my thigh
- shoulderache, backache, muscleache
- rashes, azheima
- abrasion
- blister
- ZERO mosquito/insect bite
- became BLACK!!!!!! zzzz
haha...


THOUGHTS & FEELINGS

was very negative abt camp @ first... for abt 2 days..
be4 i start to be abit more positive.. i tink cuz i got to noe more ppl...
de process was rilly tough and tots of giving up and going home will jus keep hovering in my head.... but it was aft de activities tat i found it quite cool...
its lyk thinking back, it was quite fun...
never tot i'll miss obs but i kinda miss camp now...
somehow i have de urge to walk or exercise abit more now.. lol

anyways, i wld lyk to thank EVERYONE for their encouragement, motivation and help

thank liying, eunice, audrey,qingying whose always there to help me, we pee and shit together..

thank queenie and zhidan for lending me stuff and helping

thank yu ping for her cold jokes which kept everyone moving forward

thank annabella and charlene for doing most of de cooking and alot of sai-kang

thank all de guys for their contribution esp. carrying most of de heavy stuff

thank chris and aaron for offering to carry tents and jerry cans frm me and eunice

thank dave for his navgation skills, which without, our grp can jus live in de swamp..haha

thank jasper, khai rui and elton for carrying alot of stuff despite their uh um injuries..

"thank" them also for their 'humorous jokes' and 'entertainment'

"thank" them also for ganging up wiz some washington guys and bully me..
(pls delete those unglam picts... post them and i'll kill you!!!) haha...
and yes thank instructors for their guidance and everything...
will miss those bonding times and i rilly rilly appreciate each and every member in tock seng...
hopefully we'll still be great frens aft camp:)

i went for OBS.... NO REGRETS...

OMG... JONAS NEW ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heyhey...
so.. been pretty busy lately..
confession: barely started hols hw and projects...
lol...
think i'm gonna die...
plus, i'm SO DREADING OBS....

anyways, i'm posting cuz i jus realised that 2morow, 16 june,
is de official release of de new JONAS album, LINES,VINES AND TRYING TIMES...
OMG!!!!!!!
but its only available in de US right now...
wonder when it'll arrive in s'pore...
OMG... i'm so gonna get it!!!!
haha..

btw, if any of u guys is interested in attending AHSCHOIR concert, pls let me noe...
tks:)
haha.. tats all 4 now...
bye...

paranoid? or not?...

so.. i dunno wats wrong wiz me..
getting all spaced out, lost and confused...
its lyk there are so many things in my head tat i got brain blockage or sth...
can't seem to think properly...
dunno why...
used to be so clear-minded..

my senses are telling me to beware...
lyk a "ward off" sign kinda thing...
or izt jus me being paranoid? i'm not very sure...
i noe i can sense it.. its pretty obvious...
but nobody notices it cuz u're not britney spears..
but dan again...
i noe i have dis weird paranoid sensitive thing in me..
is it de cause of all my confusions? i dunno..

DISCIPLINE I/C 2009/2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heyhey...
omg... i made it to choir comm!!!!
DISCIPLINE I/C 2009/2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woots!!!!!!!!!
yeahman.. i'm over de moon!!!
oohlala.......
lol...
i dunno why i'm so happy when i'm gonna be under tremendous pressure very soon...
haha... my dream finally came true!!!!
i've been dreaming abt dis and wanting dis since sec 2...
lol.. doesn't sound very long huh?... but to me, it is!!!
i can't believe i'm in comm...
i mean lyk, i'm in choir comm?! are u serious?!
somebody SLAP me!!!!!! lol...
though i ran 4 treasurer and didn't get it...
but i'm still very happy cuz i still got a post in comm...
and i believe sj will do a great job:) haha...
i really really wanna thank choir 4 giving me de chance to serve de choir...
thank u all 4 trusting my ability and voting 4 me..
i'll do my very best and i will not let you down!!!!!
my love and passion 4 choir will keep growing!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
i seiously tot i screwed de speech and everything...
didn't think i cld make it to comm at first...
cuz there are so many others who had great speeches or are highly capable...
and when godwin came out to congratulate me, i tot " die alr...die alr.."
cuz i tot he was trying to be sarcastic or sth...
(sry.. no offence)
yea.. but it turned out pretty cool..
i was quite surprised wiz myself aft de whole thing....
when they were counting votes...
cuz i was taking it real easy... i tot i was gonna be really anxious 4 de results..
but i was pretty relaxed..
guess i figured tat i alr did wateva i cld do...
and it was all up to destiny....
lol... ok it sounds weird..
anyways,
congratulations to all who made it to comm!!!
we shall work hand in hand and jia you 4 choir!!!!!

I LOVE AHS CHOIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOZA!!!

yep.. finally.. MYE is over!!!!
and choir is starting soon... Yay!!!
rite... think i haven't been posting for nearly a month...
yea.. guess i was too caught up wiz mid-years...
though it wasn't exactly smooth-sailing, well at least its OVER!!!!!
i have been out shopping and having fun 4 de past 2 days...
yep.. rite aft de last paper..
though its pretty tiring, but i MUST have lotsa fun be4 sch starts on mon...
cuz i heard we'll be getting back our papers frm mon onwards...
yea.. so our happiness is kinda short-lived... sad..
so we must make de most out of it be4 et in hora arrives...
lol...

anyways, choir is starting next week and i'm REALLY pumped...
i mean lyk, we all miss choir rite?... who doesn't? lol..
but its gonna be pretty scary..
i mean lyk, wow! we're gonna handover soon...
can't believe its so fast..
i'm actually pretty scared abt de election and all...
so yea.. we'll see how it goes..
but ya noe, its pretty scary how time really flies..
i mean lyk, i cld still rmb being a sec 1... when i first tepped into high sch...
it was kinda weird..
and now, i'm lyk a senior, an upper sec student (whom i used to fear during sec 1)
lol.. isn't it scary?.. nearly half a year is gone ya noe..
means i'm only left wiz another half a year of sec 3 be4 i enter de year of o'levels...
its lyk.. OMG.. i can't believe it...
lol.. and i've probably graduated frm high sch in another blink of an eye..
haha...
anyways, gtgn...
nites:)