For AHSCHOIR... my family~

SYF 2011 AHSCHOIR : Gold without the honours

Thats right.. we didn't manage to get a GwH this year 
and I know all the sadness and disappointments are inevitable..
almost everyone cried their eyes out and those that didn't couldn't bring themselves to..
I understand how they feel. I've been there. And if I were them, I'd probably cry even more..
I'll be lying if I say I'm not sad or disappointed...
But the thing is, I'm not disappointed with them... I just feel that they deserve more than what they got.
In fact, I'm proud of them and I'm sure all the seniors are..
Because we know that they've tried their best and we believe in their capabilities..


Despite all the negative and gloomy stuff, the most important thing is for the choir to see that this award isn't everything and there are things greater and better than that.. 
Perhaps this little setback is necessary for the choir to grow and see that awards aren't everything...
Just look at all the facebook comments and posts before and after SYF...
Its just really heartening and it really shows that we're truly a family..
And I'm so proud of those wonderful juniors for they didn't forget to thank their leaders and teachers for their hard work despite all the disappointments they are feeling...

So choir, pick yourselves up and look forward to your next goal..

For some of you, maybe the disappointment will linger in you for awhile..

But you have to move on and know that

You're worth much more than a G or GwH or just any title people put on you...

Because AHSCHOIR is THE choir and AHSCHOIR is family~

Trust me. Go around and ask the alumni and you'll know that there's nowhere else like AHSCHOIR..

I believe in you guys, I have faith in all of you and I know you'll soon move on to greater things..

I love AHSCHOIR and I'm proud to be an AHSCHORISTER (Its a lifetime membership)...

Like I said, the greatest miracle that ever happened in my life is that I'm part of AHSCHOIR...

And I'm sure I'm not the only one on this...

A certain R******** organisation at R****** C*** mall...

Started working for a certain "R" organisation some time ago...
conclusion: they're quite screwed up.. all the glam the public sees is just a cover..

was contacted on tuesday night 10pm and asked to start work 11am on wednesday...
yep.. so it was kinda last min.. nonetheless, I was kinda excited..
afterall, its my first job right? well, until I arrived at the security check point..
It killed half my mood... I wasn't briefed on what to do or where to go..
So I felt kinda retarded trying to find my way to START WORK..
Knew nothing abt clocking in and out, didn't even know what a punch card was, much less operate the machine.
Had no idea how to register or get a promoter badge, what to bring, what not to bring etc..
basically I was like a sotong.. the best part is, EVERYBODY knew (they said it in my face) that I was new.
BUT NOBODY bothered to help or at least give some guidance...
the security guard knew I was new, but gave me attitude and practically screamed at me cuz he was irritated that I didn't know anything and was taking too long to register... (like I'm suppose to know!)
Spent at least 20 mins at the check point and during that period of time, there were at least 20 ppl entering and leaving the check point..
NONE of them bothered to help... NOT even the MANAGER....
when I got screamed at by the security guard, those ppl either #1 watch the show..
or #2 ignore and get on with their stuff...
which is more irritating? I have no idea.. it just kinda says alot abt the environment there right?

Unlike usual companies that have a set of rules, they don't...
What are the rules and regulations? the dos and don'ts?
Well, let's just say that you'll have to trial and error and when you get scolded, you'll naturally know what's disallowed... I mean, what sort of organisation don't have a list of rules and regulations?
and they just tell you off as if you're SUPPOSED to know what you did was against the "rules"?
What? they have some sort of unwritten rules or sth?
Just kinda shows that they're kinda screwed up right?

And you have some "senior" bitcing abt you like 3m away frm you and they think you can't hear them..
I mean like, ok, so we're all humans and we all bitch abt stuff...
but to bitch abt somebody so badly and turn arnd and be all nice and friendly when you just bitch abt her just 30 sec ago is just plain disgusting...

how did I survive? ACT NAIVE.
I kinda made them think that I'm nice to bully and blur like sotong...
you know, just act innocent...
sometimes, you just can't show that you're too smart...

this is just part 1... there's another branch I worked at... another security guard story..

I'm back!!! finally revived!!!

Right... finally back after a long long time..
Thought I'd never revive this dead blog..haha.
anyway, I'm posting cuz i realise that it's been quite a while since I've expressed myself on my blog..

So.. I've started working part-time as a promoter and waitress...
Well, I must say that these a good experiences for me, so I get a taste of what its like out there..
Of course, I've met really nice ppl , made friends and stuff..
But you know, bad experiences stay and leave deeper impressions..
haha..
Kinda realised that we're pretty much protected in sch...
If you're one of those who thinks that sch sucks and that its annoying following rules..
Well, you've got to see what's really out there..
Used to complain alot abt sch rules and stuff...until I started working..
honestly...I've come to realise that no matter how much I've complained abt sch...
somehow sch system and management are still one of the best..
At the very least, they're made to protect and improve students' welfare..
In sch, we're probably gems...almost everything is meant for us..
Out there.. they generally don't give a damn abt you...
You're paid to work and so you do anything they ask of you..
They need manpower, you need money, you work, they get their job done, you get the money, the end.
And I realised that security guards are generally SUPER ANNOYING...
and have MAJOR ATTITUDE PROBLEM.... generally...
Out of abt 5, maybe at least 3 are difficult to deal with..
seriously...
and because you see them at the start and end of the day, they spoil your mood early in the morning
and piss you off right before you knock off...as if you're not drained enough after working the whole day..
shall share my experiences in the next or next few posts..since this one is getting abit too long...

Let's sum up the whole of AUGUST!

Before I sum up August..It's alr the first day of September.. how time flies.
to all teachers in the world.. 
who have dedicated their time and effort in nurturing us and helping us to grow...
who have immense passion for teaching and endless patience with us...
thank you so much for all that you've done for us.
I, personally, am grateful for all that.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!

now...

21 AUGUST 2010

Happy belated 24th Birthday, KIBUM oppa!!!!
미안해, 오빠...I have exams so its belated..
빨리 return to Super Junior 바라건대
오빠 보고싶어요~
but I also hope you're happy at wherever you're at..
오빠,파이팅!!!!

 24 AUGUST 2010


Happy belated 27th Birthday, YESUNG oppa!!!
미안해, 오빠 because of exams its belated...
오빠, I really love your voice... love to hear you sing!!!
looking forward to hear you sing in SS3!!!
오빠, 파이팅!!!
사랑합니다<3

National Day!!!

Happy 45th Birthday SINGAPORE!!!!!!!

45 is pretty young for a country huh?
well, i guess 2010 is a big year for Singapore..
the IR, casino, Marina Bay Sands and YOG..
I hope our little red dot will continue to prosper and may we live in peace and harmony forever!!!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to Singapore,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

On another note, I foresee that I'll be super busy in the weeks to come..(thanks to prelims)
I'd like to take this opportunity to wish Singapore all the best for the coming YOG:):)
I hope everything goes well and that it'll be a huge success!!!
From the bottom of my heart, I'm really proud of Singapore:):)
SG!!! Let's GO GO GO!!!

time flies..how i wish it'll slow down for awhile...

Oh my.. one week is gone just like that..
and it's the beginning of another..
time is really running out..
I used to wish time will past faster and before I know it, it'll be the weekends..
but i guess things are different now.
I really do wish for the weekends but every Sunday is a reminder of another week being gone and the 'O's are drawing near..
man.. pretty stressed out now though I don't think I'm showing it..

ppl think I'm doing well.. they expect alot from me..
thinking that I have no probs doing well...
but in fact, I'm merely struggling at the surface of the water..
I'm really scared...

2AM!!!! WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!!!!

Yep yep.. the day has come!!!
2AM arrived in Singapore a few hours ago:)
oh my, just the thought of that excites me:)
ok.. so I don't have the tickets..
but I'm still very happy that they're here!!!

2AM 오빠!!!!

I hope you guys like it here:)

you guys have to tour around this warm island of ours and try our famous local delicacies kaes?

Hope you guys will enjoy this short trip and come back again!!! ... perhaps for a concert?

haha... fans like me will be showing lotsa love<3!!! lol.

오빠, 사랑합니다!!!

2AM, 파이팅!!!!